Post by Deleted on Jul 30, 2015 17:43:49 GMT
Sometimes the only pay-off for having any faith
Is when it's tested again and again everyday
I'm still comparing your past to my future
It might be your wound but they're my sutures
Is when it's tested again and again everyday
I'm still comparing your past to my future
It might be your wound but they're my sutures
Three in the morning on a Monday. Ashford was quiet for the most part. Most students were hanging out in their dorms with their friends unless they were taking a night on the town. Unfortunately for Cathal since being here he hadn't made much friends. Instead he had spent most of his nights here sulking over the loss of his parent's and wondering why he was the only one to live. Most nights after a couple hours of sulking in bed he would find himself sleep. Tonight was not one of those nights. Instead after about two hours of reliving those moments he knew he couldn't stay in his room. He would go to one of the few places that gave him peace here. The field house.
The whole walk to the field house seemed like a nightmare. He constantly found himself trying to close his eyes all he felt like he saw with them open was his mom. He knew it wasn't her but she was the one torturing him tonight. Her voice in his head screaming for mercy. Asking why he didn't save her. Something that happened often lately. Dead parent's blaming him for their deaths. Like they knew what happened after they were killed. How if his powers manifested themselves a few minutes earlier they would all be alive. He began to quicken his pace to the gym. He had to get his mind right soon. Remembering like this wasn't healthy for him.
Once he entered the field house he would make his way towards the weight room. Lifting was usually distracting enough. Hopefully today it would be the cure for the memories. He immediately walked towards the bench press. Placing one hundred on each side. It was going to be heavier than he was used to but tonight he needed that. The more weight the more focus he would need.
He got into position to lift and lowered it onto his chest. As he lifted back up he heard the voice again. He closed his eyes trying to imagine nothing more than the workout he was not performing but it was to no avail. When his eyes were shut he was no staring into the eyes of the killer. He was lowering the weight again but his focus was lost. He didn't have the strength in his arms to lift the bar back up. It was stuck on his neck. He squirmed for a couple of seconds trying to lift it back up but it was too late.
He began to panic. He gasped for air twice before the bar and most of the weights racked up on the side were lifted into the air. Anyone who walked in now would be looking at quite a spectacle. As Cathal sat there coughing with tears rolling down his eyes as all the weights were stuck in the air just waiting to be released from his control. An anomaly at any other school in the world probably but what would you expect at one for the gifted?
The whole walk to the field house seemed like a nightmare. He constantly found himself trying to close his eyes all he felt like he saw with them open was his mom. He knew it wasn't her but she was the one torturing him tonight. Her voice in his head screaming for mercy. Asking why he didn't save her. Something that happened often lately. Dead parent's blaming him for their deaths. Like they knew what happened after they were killed. How if his powers manifested themselves a few minutes earlier they would all be alive. He began to quicken his pace to the gym. He had to get his mind right soon. Remembering like this wasn't healthy for him.
Once he entered the field house he would make his way towards the weight room. Lifting was usually distracting enough. Hopefully today it would be the cure for the memories. He immediately walked towards the bench press. Placing one hundred on each side. It was going to be heavier than he was used to but tonight he needed that. The more weight the more focus he would need.
He got into position to lift and lowered it onto his chest. As he lifted back up he heard the voice again. He closed his eyes trying to imagine nothing more than the workout he was not performing but it was to no avail. When his eyes were shut he was no staring into the eyes of the killer. He was lowering the weight again but his focus was lost. He didn't have the strength in his arms to lift the bar back up. It was stuck on his neck. He squirmed for a couple of seconds trying to lift it back up but it was too late.
He began to panic. He gasped for air twice before the bar and most of the weights racked up on the side were lifted into the air. Anyone who walked in now would be looking at quite a spectacle. As Cathal sat there coughing with tears rolling down his eyes as all the weights were stuck in the air just waiting to be released from his control. An anomaly at any other school in the world probably but what would you expect at one for the gifted?
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